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Betrayed.
08 February 2010 | 0 comments

AGH I hate life. Why does life have to be so complicated? ): Now I always think of you, and I can't eat, sleep or think properly. You're making me go off-task... I don't want to ruin what I have already acheived, yet it's already starting.

I'm going to fail my Math quiz T.T I guarantee you I'm going to get 4/10. Stupid me. All careless mistakes in the front and only four marks at most at the back. ARGH I really should have studied. I regret this so much, I promise you, I will have to go to Math remedial okay. ARGH this is horrible D: I hate completing the square!!!!!! -.- I don't want to go for Math remedial so early in the year!!?!? AH MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS ARE GOING TO DIE SOON! I've already failed 3 subjects: Chinese, Chemistry, Math! D; I want to quit trying, but I know I can't. I have to prove to people that I can do it!! ): But I'm already on the brig of falling. How can I carry this on???

Language Arts essay has proven to be okay though. That brought my hopes back up, I guess. A satisfying 25/30. But hopefully the subject won't betray me and make me fail also -.- Math was already a disappointment, and I was doing so well also! =.= Stupid math. I hate math to the moon -.-

I tell you, I'm going to fail all my subjects at least once by the end of this year LOL. It's going to reflect badly in my report book and my online assessment reseults. -.- Evil subjects, keep failing me!?!? At least make yourselves a little easier to accomplish -.-

I hate those people who have couple blogs and just put their school's name to shame on that blog. People have good impressions of schools like NYGH, but some people just seem to be very eager to spoil our name. It's humiliating to know that someone of such low esteem can actually come from NY, don't you think? Having a couple blog is okay, at least don't put your name and your SCHOOL'S NAME on the couple blog, which is not to say that you should be having a couple blog in the first place.

4.55pm.
Dammit I feel so emo now ): WHY CAN'T YOU JUST COME ONLINE DAMMIT! I thought you said you were going to pon training?!? I need to know how I really feel about you.... AH life sucks. Shirlynn I'm with you now ): Stupid life. I felt so stupid writing all those lame posts in Sec1 so I deleted all of it. So now my archives are like...... o.o and I was going to reach 300 posts in one more post, but yeah since I deleted almost 100 posts I think that's not going to be acheivable just yet. I don't regret it. In fact, I feel a little better. But not normal. My life is being screwed up!!!!! ARGH I'm so fed up. Stupid life stupid life stupid life.

I think all I can depend on now for my life to become better is my friends in school....? The funnest part probably being the part of playing with my hair. Yeah, that's how sad my life is right now. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST COME ONLINE DAMMIT??

I feel like deleting all my posts.