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19 February 2010 | 0 comments

Don't know what the problem is with them. To all those who did not join, good choice! You remember that you were the ones who asked me to guest play for your orchestra. Well, okay, I will take responsibility for my choice, which essentially was 'yes, I will play for your orchestra'. Since I agreed, yes, it is my responsibility to attend all the rehearsals I can, but even if I do not, you people do not have the right to make false accusations. The simple reason we cannot turn up for combined rehearsals on Wednesday is this: WE HAVE HMP LESSONS UNTIL 5.15PM. No, we cannot skip it. No, we cannot pon it. No, we cannot be excused from it. No, it's not just enrichment. IT. IS. CURRICULUM. TIME. You can try bargaining with me, you can try forcing us to skip our lessons, but believe me, we cannot do anything in our power to skip curriculum time. You want a bargain? Talk to my teacher. You may think I'm giving excuses, you may think I'm just pure rebellious, but keep this in mind: I take responsibility for what I do and the choices I make. I will turn up for every single little thing that I can. And excuse me, we are GUEST PLAYING for you, so we do have the right to quit whenever we want. We're GUEST PLAYING, so is giving false accusations really the way you want to treat us? Fine, you can get rid of us, fire us, see if we care. In fact, I would probably be happier to go. See what you all can actually do without us there, see if I care. If you regret your actions, well I laugh in your face. Bear this in mind: You have given me a really really bad impression of the ensemble.


Sorry I'm complaining loads today ): I think I finally got it all out though. Rather easy to figure out what I'm talking about, to all those involved and those related somehow. Hah okay let's stop talking about this. It's irritating me alot. Sectionals tomorrow at 8 -.- Have to leave the house at what, 6.45? Freaking annoyed. I should just email you now to quit. Who cares if I start up a bad reputation? But thanks to my annoying responsibilty skills, I am going to appear for the 8am sectionals tomorrow.

Ok. So today was... usual. Hah. Just one extra thing happened: I FORGOT TO RETURN THE CLASS KEY :O:O I'm going to DIEEEEE. They are going to kill me :X What a great time to forget to return the class key. The day before the weekend -.- Teachers were really amusing today, with the commemoration of Total Defence. XD LOVE the aesthetics department! <3 HAHAHA they are so cute! Rain dance part 2 XD Really amusing..