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16 February 2010 | 0 comments

It's already the last day of the CNY holidays ): Back to school tomorrow. I guess I can say that I'm happy as well as sad. Happy to be able to see friends again after a long weekend, happy to be able to continue with work and get back on track, happy to gossip and all that XD However, it's sad that I have to wake up at 5.30 in the morning, sad that I have to start rushing all my homework to hand in tomorrow, sad that quizzes are going to star pouring in very soon, sad that probably as monitor, some complications of the class will start appearing for me again. I'll try to be optimistic about everything(: Solving problems for the class, I guess you can say that it's an honour to help out? Hah.. but it will be tough, especially having to juggle my own problems with work and all that. Quizzes should not be a problem, so long as I study hard enough, and studying should be fun(;

I think I'm lagging behind for sleep hours. From now on I shall try to sleep as much as possible especially during the weekends so that I won't be falling asleep in class all the time. -.- Okay, I haven't actually fallen asleep in class before, but hopefully that will never happen in my education life. :D

Math is a killer. I do not know how to solve inequalities for discriminants. Actually that doesn't make much sense but I don't know any other way to phrase it -.- Right. So I will go and try to finish Math, probably asking my brother for help 10000 times along the way. I just have to get back on track. I can't fail anything anymore. Can't afford it. Well, it's Chinese New Year, so I'll take it as a new start, a new beginning, with new hopes and aspirations, and I will stand up when I fall and try my best to do everything correctly. Accept failure and learn.

Finished reading history notes, and I tell you, it wasn't an easy feat at all. I had to read every line at least 3 times before I could get roughly what it meant. -.- I'll just wait for IH lesson shall I? XD IH is hard, dunno how I'm going to survive first block test :\ But I have to somehow!!! :O

All in all, I guess I can say that I'm still on the right track... Just that I'm slipping every once in a while. Hopefully things will turn out better soon, and I will get an MSG below 2! For once in my entire life in NY.

That really brought my mugging spirits up. Now I'm going to go and finish Math, study Chemistry, and finish English corrections! :D