The past three days of this week have been hectic but kind of fun(: Well, hectic because I was so busy throughout the whole week and the stress just seems to mount up and up into a mountain taller than Mount Everest -.- Sometimes I just wished we had an hour more each day. Not to sleep (yeah I wish), but to do WORK and at least get some of it DONE.

I was so stressed on Tuesday that I almost broke down and just died. T_T HMP was killing me and I didn't even know why I was so stressed because of that. But I was anyway. I bet I was emitting an aura of terror and panic and stress. o.o Everyone was really caring though(; Thanks to all those who helped and encouraged me :D And to help me relieve stress! So touched (: Especially when Jermaine and Regine came to my class to see me on Wednesday aww! Thankyou ♥

HMP was... okay I guess. Other than all the confusion about Gamelan that came up. I think my efforts paid off because I was (surprisingly) able to answer a lot of the questions posed to us as revision before the block test itself :O Pretty astonishing when the words just came flying out of my mouth XD Don't know why I was so stressed up over Gamelan o.o But now I think I'm the most confident for the questions Gamelan -.- Pretty ironic but yeah.

HMP first instrument assessment was full of nerves and panic and stress as well. -.- I couldn't even hear myself playing properly because I was drowned in nerves and panic and terror. All I could hear clearly were the mistakes I was making. And the first impression I got after I finished playing was "Screwed up." Somehow everyone's opinions seemed to differ. Everyone generally thought my playing was quite okay :O First thing Meri said was: "That was not bad..." and I went, "NO IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER." And then Wendi at the visualiser said, "It's so nice! I wanna learn!" Then I couldn't really say anything... AND THEN, Mrs Ee said it was 'mostly good' :O Unexpected from a teacher o.o I could just go O_O at her when she said that. Looks like I play best when I'm in a trance of stress and terror HAHA.

Okay, I totally don't feel like blogging today. Today was the most hectic day ever. When I was not doing homework, I was listening to the teacher. When I wasn't listening to the teacher, I was doing homework. Which was due today -.- One whole stack was due today! ARGH. I guess sometimes life is just a compilation of deadlines... During recess Xiaochou, Rachel and I walked past Weimin's birthday celebration(: Weimin was so suspicious! And why? Because she wanted to PUT CAKE CREAM ON MY FACE =.= So she did that without me realising that she was going to do that :O And then I got cake all over my face and hair -.-

The past three days of this week have been hectic but kind of fun(: Well, hectic because I was so busy throughout the whole week and the stress just seems to mount up and up into a mountain taller than Mount Everest -.- Sometimes I just wished we had an hour more each day. Not to sleep (yeah I wish), but to do WORK and at least get some of it DONE.

I was so stressed on Tuesday that I almost broke down and just died. T_T HMP was killing me and I didn't even know why I was so stressed because of that. But I was anyway. I bet I was emitting an aura of terror and panic and stress. o.o Everyone was really caring though(; Thanks to all those who helped and encouraged me :D And to help me relieve stress! So touched (: Especially when Jermaine and Regine came to my class to see me on Wednesday aww! Thankyou ♥

HMP was... okay I guess. Other than all the confusion about Gamelan that came up. I think my efforts paid off because I was (surprisingly) able to answer a lot of the questions posed to us as revision before the block test itself :O Pretty astonishing when the words just came flying out of my mouth XD Don't know why I was so stressed up over Gamelan o.o But now I think I'm the most confident for the questions Gamelan -.- Pretty ironic but yeah.

HMP first instrument assessment was full of nerves and panic and stress as well. -.- I couldn't even hear myself playing properly because I was drowned in nerves and panic and terror. All I could hear clearly were the mistakes I was making. And the first impression I got after I finished playing was "Screwed up." Somehow everyone's opinions seemed to differ. Everyone generally thought my playing was quite okay :O First thing Meri said was: "That was not bad..." and I went, "NO IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER." And then Wendi at the visualiser said, "It's so nice! I wanna learn!" Then I couldn't really say anything... AND THEN, Mrs Ee said it was 'mostly good' :O Unexpected from a teacher o.o I could just go O_O at her when she said that. Looks like I play best when I'm in a trance of stress and terror HAHA.

Okay, I totally don't feel like blogging today. Today was the most hectic day ever. When I was not doing homework, I was listening to the teacher. When I wasn't listening to the teacher, I was doing homework. Which was due today -.- One whole stack was due today! ARGH. I guess sometimes life is just a compilation of deadlines... During recess Xiaochou, Rachel and I walked past Weimin's birthday celebration(: Weimin was so suspicious! And why? Because she wanted to PUT CAKE CREAM ON MY FACE =.= So she did that without me realising that she was going to do that :O And then I got cake all over my face and hair -.-