I think I must be turning into some nocturnal creature -.- Sleeping really late these days... Like 1am or 2am kind of late. Hahaha, but I treasure every second of the time spent(: It's kind of sad and painful... when there is something (someone) which makes you always want to come back for more, more desperately each time. But I treasure the time we spend together, every moment, as if we will never experience such happiness again. Love is like a drug. And you are my Ecstasy.

Life is busy at the moment, and I'm blogging considerably less now. One of the contributions to this factor may be that I can't excess the computer unless my parents are at home (or if my older brother is really nice to me that day). But not being able to access the computer as and when I like it also has its pros. I find myself studying and working at a much more productive rate now(: I think I've said that before, but yeah, it's true. I don't get the temptation to use the computer as much. Especially when my parents are not at home, because my dad has to help me log in. Before this, temptation works its best when my parents were not at home, so what I have now is a novelty.

This week has been a hectic second week of the second term. Presentations and small tests and timed trials are starting to pour in just before the block tests start, namely Chinese compositions, English comprehension timed trial, Biology quiz (which was cancelled last minute), CME presentation, HMP presentation. Compulsory enrichment programs, meetings, and other commitments are also coming in, such as HMP masterclasses, NYSE (Nanyang Student Entrepeneurship), BOM meeting (which I didn't go for), etc. I know they're supposed to help, but I can't help but feel that the school is bombarding way too much on us right now. It's time to have a break, don't you think? People have to work, but resting is also neccesary to help us work.

Okay, so the number of commitments I have right now is... alot. I know I brought myself into this. I keep reminding myself that yes, I do love a challenge in life. But I do have my limits. After OBS, I daresay that my limits have been pushed and overcome, and now perhaps, I have a higher scale to my limits. But yeah, there's still a limit there. I haven't exploded yet, and I won't. I will persevere and see all this through to the end. Life's busy, I've not been able to have some good fun during recess this week, at all I guess. Sacrifices have to be made I suppose... But the end product will still be good(;

Frankly, I have not the slightest idea how the future will look like. Would it be bleak? Or enjoyable? Or chaotic? I have no impression whatsoever. I shall depend on God to help bring me further into the impossible.(: I love God, and yeah, so should you. He is who I live for, He is why I exist, He died for me so that I could live. Happy belated Good Friday(:

Yesterday was quite fun, much more fun than expected, in church. Playing for service had never seemed as fun as yesterday before. The atmosphere was so joyous, so happy, and the presence of God was so prominent, that I was also affected and turned from irritated, angry, sad to excited, elated, cheerful, thankful. Yesterday was the first time I didn't feel the slightest bit of nervousness when I played for the congregation, because I knew that everyone was happy and would sing even if I played something wrong in between. So there.

Agapella took over, and they never fail to amaze me with their beautiful voices and musical harmony as they sing. The music they made with just voices and no other instrumentation whatsoever, let me feel the true meaning of Good Friday, when Jesus was prosecuted, sentenced to the cross to die for the sins which He so clearly didn't make. The message was clear, and I love Jesus so much that He would be willing to go through so much suffering, so much pain, that was inflicted upon Him by the very sinners that He was dying for: us. I love Christ, my Lord, my Savior, and the sole purpose of my life is to serve Him with all my heart, all my soul, all my spirit, all my strength. I thank God for all the blessings He has showered upon me, these blessings of love (especially of love), of joy, of happiness, of wisdom, of learning, of suffering, and even those blessings that I take for granted. I will not betray Him.

Well, so that's a good way to end this post(: With the two contrasting themes, I can say that I will entrust everything I have, all that I am, to God, Who I will always be faithful to, and Who I know has a plan for me. Math quiz and English reflective essay timed trial next week. I know God will be there to guide me through the next week, and I will not give up.

I think I must be turning into some nocturnal creature -.- Sleeping really late these days... Like 1am or 2am kind of late. Hahaha, but I treasure every second of the time spent(: It's kind of sad and painful... when there is something (someone) which makes you always want to come back for more, more desperately each time. But I treasure the time we spend together, every moment, as if we will never experience such happiness again. Love is like a drug. And you are my Ecstasy.

Life is busy at the moment, and I'm blogging considerably less now. One of the contributions to this factor may be that I can't excess the computer unless my parents are at home (or if my older brother is really nice to me that day). But not being able to access the computer as and when I like it also has its pros. I find myself studying and working at a much more productive rate now(: I think I've said that before, but yeah, it's true. I don't get the temptation to use the computer as much. Especially when my parents are not at home, because my dad has to help me log in. Before this, temptation works its best when my parents were not at home, so what I have now is a novelty.

This week has been a hectic second week of the second term. Presentations and small tests and timed trials are starting to pour in just before the block tests start, namely Chinese compositions, English comprehension timed trial, Biology quiz (which was cancelled last minute), CME presentation, HMP presentation. Compulsory enrichment programs, meetings, and other commitments are also coming in, such as HMP masterclasses, NYSE (Nanyang Student Entrepeneurship), BOM meeting (which I didn't go for), etc. I know they're supposed to help, but I can't help but feel that the school is bombarding way too much on us right now. It's time to have a break, don't you think? People have to work, but resting is also neccesary to help us work.

Okay, so the number of commitments I have right now is... alot. I know I brought myself into this. I keep reminding myself that yes, I do love a challenge in life. But I do have my limits. After OBS, I daresay that my limits have been pushed and overcome, and now perhaps, I have a higher scale to my limits. But yeah, there's still a limit there. I haven't exploded yet, and I won't. I will persevere and see all this through to the end. Life's busy, I've not been able to have some good fun during recess this week, at all I guess. Sacrifices have to be made I suppose... But the end product will still be good(;

Frankly, I have not the slightest idea how the future will look like. Would it be bleak? Or enjoyable? Or chaotic? I have no impression whatsoever. I shall depend on God to help bring me further into the impossible.(: I love God, and yeah, so should you. He is who I live for, He is why I exist, He died for me so that I could live. Happy belated Good Friday(:

Yesterday was quite fun, much more fun than expected, in church. Playing for service had never seemed as fun as yesterday before. The atmosphere was so joyous, so happy, and the presence of God was so prominent, that I was also affected and turned from irritated, angry, sad to excited, elated, cheerful, thankful. Yesterday was the first time I didn't feel the slightest bit of nervousness when I played for the congregation, because I knew that everyone was happy and would sing even if I played something wrong in between. So there.

Agapella took over, and they never fail to amaze me with their beautiful voices and musical harmony as they sing. The music they made with just voices and no other instrumentation whatsoever, let me feel the true meaning of Good Friday, when Jesus was prosecuted, sentenced to the cross to die for the sins which He so clearly didn't make. The message was clear, and I love Jesus so much that He would be willing to go through so much suffering, so much pain, that was inflicted upon Him by the very sinners that He was dying for: us. I love Christ, my Lord, my Savior, and the sole purpose of my life is to serve Him with all my heart, all my soul, all my spirit, all my strength. I thank God for all the blessings He has showered upon me, these blessings of love (especially of love), of joy, of happiness, of wisdom, of learning, of suffering, and even those blessings that I take for granted. I will not betray Him.

Well, so that's a good way to end this post(: With the two contrasting themes, I can say that I will entrust everything I have, all that I am, to God, Who I will always be faithful to, and Who I know has a plan for me. Math quiz and English reflective essay timed trial next week. I know God will be there to guide me through the next week, and I will not give up.