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10 April 2010 | 0 comments


Yesterday didn't really seem like an official school day because more than half the class left halfway through the day to go and support Nanyang Volleyball :O Really a pity 13 of us couldn't go just because of STUPID CHINESE TRANSLATION CLASS!!!!! =.=

Performance for NYSE concert publicity in the morning(: It was horrible -.- People all came in wrongly and stuff haha. But it was still sort of together :D Without any conducting yay what an achievement HAHA. (: Come for NYSE concert! 15 May 7.30pm at Yong Siew Toh Conservatory Hall! ;D

PCCG lesson was on applying for scholarships o.o You know, shockingly, none of the scholarships in Singapore seem to appeal to me. Well maybe I'll apply for NAFA scholarship :D Quite a cool choice. The only other thing closest to my interests right now is Ministry of Information, Communication and the Arts. Ermmm. But yeah I guess they'll have really high expectations HAHA. Maybe I'll just study overseas. -.- OH or I can study at Yong Siew Toh! :O Hahaha, I don't know. There are reasons I'd want to stay in Singapore and reasons I'd want to study overseas. So I'm not really sure yet...

Coordinate Geometry is a killer. -.- It's complicated and so HARD. ARGH. Math is getting harder and harder to understand with each topic. I think I'm going to fail blocks T.T Hopefully not MUST PRACTISE LIKE CRAZY!!!! Ohno I just realised that I didn't bring my Math Revision Booklet home!? -.- DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. Must do in school on MONDAY before lessons start!

Yesterday's recess was one of my free-est recesses in the past 2 weeks.(: Finally got some time to spend with my buddies :D YAY people are supporting NYSE concert! :D:D Hahaha. Then halfway through SIL in the auditorium practically the whole class left because 312 was chosen to go and support NYVolleyball! :O So there were only less than 20 of us left :X That's what made the day seem so unofficial.

Chinese translation class was... well we were not listening as usual haha, so it was amusing rather than boring because we were all amused with ourselves XD We caused the bad teamwork where ZXY was the only one translating the conversation we were given on paper :X Sorry XY! D:

IH was completely slack because no one was in class -.- We watched a video in which I spent the time doing other things like Bio practical 4.1 which I couldn't even get any results in. =.= So I can say that IH was a complete waste of time yesterday oops!

I stayed in school to do work until I had to go for piano at about 5.30pm. I must say that not much work was done within that time. Well I did finish my Chinese composition and I did photocopy my scores, but I didn't revise any Geography, which was what I wanted to do! T.T Instead, I got distracted by the Taiwan drama playing on Youtube on the computer in the classroom (which I logged in to and played), and I started drawing something for someone on paper which I was inspired to do during Chinese translation class -.- So no revision done AT ALL. I'm seriously going to fail at this rate T.T The time spent in school was fun though, such that I could spend quality time with Rachel HAHAHA. We talked a lot, and I guess we have something in common: Ms T knows so many of our secrets! XD And Rachel helped me to gage the space used for the something I was drawing C: So I'm really proud of the something I drew YAY! ;D HAHA, egoness once again.

This week I've discovered the awesomeness in blasting music into your ears while doing work. It's not distracting like I thought it would be, but instead it's actually a good way to concentrate, because you can't hear anything that people are saying, only the music blasting into your ears, so you can do work in peace while having music blasting in your ears HAHA. But listening to music while doing work gives a lot more production comopared to listening to classmates talk because you will be lured to reply them and be distracted thus far. Thanks Larisa for your iPod! Haha and your awesome pink earphones! :D

9.17pm.
I feel so empty inside. I feel like something's not there, something's missing. I can't stop this feeling of desperation. I can't help but feel lost. With you, everything's okay. Without you, everything crumbles. The pieces of my heart are missing you so much.


My friend, those aren't flower petals, it is my wilted heart.