Well, block tests are over (: Though I'm not able to feel that sense of accomplishment or satisfaction or relief or whatever you want to call it because there's still so much stress piling up on my shoulders because of the neverending workload ): Essays, assignments, reports, SIAs, etc. ARGH.

My results so far are completely crap. I've never gotten so low for any of my tests in my life. IN MY LIFE. Except maybe Chinese. Well, I think right now, Chinese would be one of the very few subjects that can actually help to pull my MSG back down to a somewhat reasonable number. =.= Yes, that's how lousy I am. I have not gotten anything higher than a B4 for the four papers that we got back. Yet. I will pull through. Somehow. Well, it looks like my semi-hypothesis was a fat hope. All four papers were arts papers, on language, humanities and whatnot. I thought I could depend on some of them to pull my percentage up, like HMP, but seems to me that that's not possible anymore. At least, not right now. It was really demoralising. I can only depend on my Sciences and my Math to bring hope back to my MSG now -.- But I was pretty confident for those subjects (: So not all hope is lost!

I've been writing so many essays and so many reports lately, I think it won't be a surprise when I become some really well-known reports specialist or something. HAHA. Chemistry SIA report, IH essay, Geography essay, Chinese compositions, etc. All those long essays. They just keep coming in non-stop and it's killing me! T_T

Well, at least I'll be able to get some form of relaxation tomorrow I guess. That's provided that CCA goes well for once. We're so close to the concert, and yet I still can't figure out why people cannot just FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS PROPERLY. I mean come ON, I've seen neighbourhood school bands who can follow instructions more quickly and more effectively than what I see in my CCA. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? The concert may not matter to you, but hell who cares about you when there are so many people who actually want to make this concert a memorable one! And those memories are not carved just from the actual concert. The memories start from the rehearsals, how hard we work. But even though some people are working hard, others just can't be bothered to give a damn about it. These people, I feel like slapping. Completely irresponsible, irrational, selfish. A wake up call would be very much appreciated.

Okay, enough complaining, let's look forward to tomorrow! C: For several reasons haha. (; I.D. concert is one. It seems to be a good concert because everyone was so satisfied and happy about it :D So my hopes are up, and I'm looking forward to it tomorrow! ;D Go Jermaine, Yuxin, Jielin, Ellen, Joy, Chermaine, Shiyun, Hilary Ho, and so on C: Do your best and MOVE YOUR BODIES :D There are other reasons to look forward to tomorrow of course(:

My posts seem to be getting shorter and shorter. Well that's what happens when you get to Sec 3, when everything becomes overwhelming and you get so behind time. And then you can't even find the time to blog properly! D: ARGH. I will update as much as I can okay? But blogging is not first priority here, so I won't if I have more important things to do. Prioritising is essential in Sec 3 life HAHAHA.


Left hanging on to those memories like hanging on to life by a thread.

Well, block tests are over (: Though I'm not able to feel that sense of accomplishment or satisfaction or relief or whatever you want to call it because there's still so much stress piling up on my shoulders because of the neverending workload ): Essays, assignments, reports, SIAs, etc. ARGH.

My results so far are completely crap. I've never gotten so low for any of my tests in my life. IN MY LIFE. Except maybe Chinese. Well, I think right now, Chinese would be one of the very few subjects that can actually help to pull my MSG back down to a somewhat reasonable number. =.= Yes, that's how lousy I am. I have not gotten anything higher than a B4 for the four papers that we got back. Yet. I will pull through. Somehow. Well, it looks like my semi-hypothesis was a fat hope. All four papers were arts papers, on language, humanities and whatnot. I thought I could depend on some of them to pull my percentage up, like HMP, but seems to me that that's not possible anymore. At least, not right now. It was really demoralising. I can only depend on my Sciences and my Math to bring hope back to my MSG now -.- But I was pretty confident for those subjects (: So not all hope is lost!

I've been writing so many essays and so many reports lately, I think it won't be a surprise when I become some really well-known reports specialist or something. HAHA. Chemistry SIA report, IH essay, Geography essay, Chinese compositions, etc. All those long essays. They just keep coming in non-stop and it's killing me! T_T

Well, at least I'll be able to get some form of relaxation tomorrow I guess. That's provided that CCA goes well for once. We're so close to the concert, and yet I still can't figure out why people cannot just FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS PROPERLY. I mean come ON, I've seen neighbourhood school bands who can follow instructions more quickly and more effectively than what I see in my CCA. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? The concert may not matter to you, but hell who cares about you when there are so many people who actually want to make this concert a memorable one! And those memories are not carved just from the actual concert. The memories start from the rehearsals, how hard we work. But even though some people are working hard, others just can't be bothered to give a damn about it. These people, I feel like slapping. Completely irresponsible, irrational, selfish. A wake up call would be very much appreciated.

Okay, enough complaining, let's look forward to tomorrow! C: For several reasons haha. (; I.D. concert is one. It seems to be a good concert because everyone was so satisfied and happy about it :D So my hopes are up, and I'm looking forward to it tomorrow! ;D Go Jermaine, Yuxin, Jielin, Ellen, Joy, Chermaine, Shiyun, Hilary Ho, and so on C: Do your best and MOVE YOUR BODIES :D There are other reasons to look forward to tomorrow of course(:

My posts seem to be getting shorter and shorter. Well that's what happens when you get to Sec 3, when everything becomes overwhelming and you get so behind time. And then you can't even find the time to blog properly! D: ARGH. I will update as much as I can okay? But blogging is not first priority here, so I won't if I have more important things to do. Prioritising is essential in Sec 3 life HAHAHA.


Left hanging on to those memories like hanging on to life by a thread.