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10 May 2010 | 0 comments


Busy busy busy... I've been so busy lately, I doubt I'll be able to get through this week in one piece. ): Life has been hard, well actually harder than it was during the block tests. This is probably the first time I'm blogging so deep into the night, but I really need some(one)thing to cheer me up and it looks like my blog is the only thing right now.

Life is but a game; you don't plan it, you just play it. You don't know what you can expect, because life can turn on a dime. I must say I'm not really enjoying life in my current state. Everything's just too fast-paced, and I have absolutely no idea how to keep up with it. Sometimes I just feel like abandoning life altogether, to just take a really long break and hopefully never get back on again.

Projects are all due, presentations are all here, and we need to prepare and write and submit everything all at once. Talk about stressed. I'm the definition of 'stress'. I don't even know what the hell I am doing, getting myself into this mess. Hopefully I'll pull through somehow. God, I need Your help. ):

Chemistry SPA on Wednesday, Math SIA due next week, Chemistry SIA due on Wednesday, Geography essay due on Friday, Langarts SIA minutes due on Friday, concert on Saturday. So many deadlines. Have you ever wondered what the meaning of 'deadline' is? If you interpret it in a certain way, you would find that 'deadline' actually means DEADline, where you must not cross the line lest you want to lose your life. Well, in that case, I think I've died quite a number of times already. Work is really starting to lag behind, and I can't find the air nor the time to take a deep breath. I will just continue to hope for the best and face those challenges boldly. I will trust in the Lord and He will guide me through. (: When Friday comes, I will be happy. (: