I forgot to mention, MS VAN DIJK CAME TO DILUCULUM! ♥ Aww so sweet! Couldn't believe my eyes that she was there OMG. Took like two seconds for me to rush forward and give her a big hug aww! It was really great to see our beloved IH teacher again C: Really miss her loads and loads hope she'll come back soon... (:

The sky right now is really cool. There's a clear line of division with my house as the marker. When you look left facing my house, the sky is amazingly clear with no clouds, you see just the pure, peaceful blue of the sky. When you look right, however, the sky is pitch black from cumulonimbus clouds, and there is even constant lightning in the clouds. I just wonder how God can create all these little things which make this world all the more beautiful.

I'm struggling to hold on to every moment, because I don't know whether everything will just disappear when I let go. Sometimes I just don't know what you take me for. Are you trying to play me? Are you just trying to get something for yourself? What? WHAT? If you're trying to play a game with me, then I'm not playing.

Really have to start packing for Europe! :D Can't wait (: But I will miss you when I go... ): You'll be in my mind every moment of every day. But I know the trip will be enjoyable (; I hope I'll be able to get a nice long dress for Europe concerts HAHA :D Awesome (: First time going to Europe! And I can't wait to see what it's like ;D 6 days!


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I don't like it when my posts are short ): Or when they're boring with no colours. But I can't help it sometimes ARGH that's what makes me so angry with myself. You know what, I think there are tons of people who like me more than I like myself. Eesh. This is called: EMO. Hahaha.

I'm finally getting control over my own life again. It has been a tough 2010 thus far, and now things are finally starting to settle down. It's been a good experience though, helping everyone to become more aware of their surroundings and taking more initiative. I hope I'll be able to keep my life in my own control, or in God's control. Well I just hope my life won't go out of control again. I hate it when my life goes busurk and I can't do anything to help it; all I can do is sit and watch my life fall apart. Well now it's finally changing directions. Finally things are starting to go my way, finally things are starting to feel right.

IH timed trial today. It was... bleah. Screwed up. I didn't manage to finish the last question ): I only wrote on the content and started on the tone and the teacher said "PENS DOWN!" Argh.

OUCH!!!!!!! I JUST HIT MY HEAD ON THE SHARP EDGE OF THE TABLE D: OWWWWWWW. OUCH. THAT HURT. Wow. Okay now that I look at it the table is really sharp -.- Great. OUCH. Stupid. I'm getting a headache now. I can't believe how awesome I can be sometimes.


I will wait forever and a day for you. But will you wait for me?

I forgot to mention, MS VAN DIJK CAME TO DILUCULUM! ♥ Aww so sweet! Couldn't believe my eyes that she was there OMG. Took like two seconds for me to rush forward and give her a big hug aww! It was really great to see our beloved IH teacher again C: Really miss her loads and loads hope she'll come back soon... (:

The sky right now is really cool. There's a clear line of division with my house as the marker. When you look left facing my house, the sky is amazingly clear with no clouds, you see just the pure, peaceful blue of the sky. When you look right, however, the sky is pitch black from cumulonimbus clouds, and there is even constant lightning in the clouds. I just wonder how God can create all these little things which make this world all the more beautiful.

I'm struggling to hold on to every moment, because I don't know whether everything will just disappear when I let go. Sometimes I just don't know what you take me for. Are you trying to play me? Are you just trying to get something for yourself? What? WHAT? If you're trying to play a game with me, then I'm not playing.

Really have to start packing for Europe! :D Can't wait (: But I will miss you when I go... ): You'll be in my mind every moment of every day. But I know the trip will be enjoyable (; I hope I'll be able to get a nice long dress for Europe concerts HAHA :D Awesome (: First time going to Europe! And I can't wait to see what it's like ;D 6 days!


190510.
I don't like it when my posts are short ): Or when they're boring with no colours. But I can't help it sometimes ARGH that's what makes me so angry with myself. You know what, I think there are tons of people who like me more than I like myself. Eesh. This is called: EMO. Hahaha.

I'm finally getting control over my own life again. It has been a tough 2010 thus far, and now things are finally starting to settle down. It's been a good experience though, helping everyone to become more aware of their surroundings and taking more initiative. I hope I'll be able to keep my life in my own control, or in God's control. Well I just hope my life won't go out of control again. I hate it when my life goes busurk and I can't do anything to help it; all I can do is sit and watch my life fall apart. Well now it's finally changing directions. Finally things are starting to go my way, finally things are starting to feel right.

IH timed trial today. It was... bleah. Screwed up. I didn't manage to finish the last question ): I only wrote on the content and started on the tone and the teacher said "PENS DOWN!" Argh.

OUCH!!!!!!! I JUST HIT MY HEAD ON THE SHARP EDGE OF THE TABLE D: OWWWWWWW. OUCH. THAT HURT. Wow. Okay now that I look at it the table is really sharp -.- Great. OUCH. Stupid. I'm getting a headache now. I can't believe how awesome I can be sometimes.


I will wait forever and a day for you. But will you wait for me?