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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YUANMEI ♥Thanks for always being there for me when I need someone to talk to (: Thanks for being such an awesome, fun, and understanding friend and batchmate (: I'll always be there for you when you need me, and I'll support you and cheer you on all the way! We'll stay as closest friends for life :D LOVE YOU ALWAYS~ ♥These past few days have been, well... hard and tiring. I found myself wanting to post something here, but I always ended up looking at the screen for a hard 3 minutes, and maybe typing a few incoherent sentences, before I dismissed the post. Even though I said all that, it really seems as if I have not done any work yet again for this past week. :\ And there isn't much time left before school reopens. Well, holiday homework sure is screwed, but I really can't bring myself to do anything about it -.-
Other than that, of course, there are other reasons why I find myself being weighed down by the world. All the responsibilities are suddenly weighing down on me, and it was such a hard blow, I find it hard to stand up again. Sometimes I feel like just letting the weight of everything pull me down, regardless of the outcome. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. I don't know what's driving me, but I'm actually still trying my best to handle everything. Seems like even though I've given up on things, God hasn't given up on me, and I'm thankful for that C: I'll depend on His strength to bring me back onto the right path.
That said, I really have to get my priorities right and stop worrying about things that are not necessary, but instead worry about things that will affect my future path. Examples include my work, my responsibilities, and not things like Facebook and Twitter. I really need to get back up again. NYSE elections are also coming real soon, and I don't want to face the whole ensemble like this.
So I'll try my best to finish most of my work today, and worry about petty things later.
Over the past few months, I've slowly come to realise something. When you love someone, the things you may do for him/her may be completely pointless and make no sense, but because you love that person so much, you're willing to do all those things in order to make him/her happy. It doesn't matter how much it may cost you, it doesn't matter how much risk you have to take, it doesn't matter if you end up having to sacrifice something you hold dear, because just for that special someone, you're willing to do anything. Sometimes I find myself amazed at the things I myself do for love. Some rational part of my mind may be telling me that it's a complete waste of time, but then my heart shouts that all I do is worth it, and I do those things without regret. The amazing things love can bring you to~
But, that said, I have a question to ask. Why is it that most of the time, we're willing to do anything for the person we love, but when it comes to doing things for God, we don't love Him enough to sacrifice other earthly possessions? Food for thought.
I shall end this post with a few random shots from 6I'07 June class gathering 2010~ :D
Sitting on the roof~ First time ever and it was AWESOME (Y). GIRL POWER ;D
MALE DOMINANCE :O
Group photo on the roof :D
Another random shot on the roof :D
At the barbeque pit, getting ready for our barbeque~
The few hardworking people who so kindly helped us to cook EVERYTHING :D
Lazy guys eating away inside :P
Lazy girls eating away inside XD
GROUP PHOTO :D
P.S. Do forgive me if you see more photos of guys than of girls. There were more guys than girls at the gathering XD
Predominant.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YUANMEI ♥Thanks for always being there for me when I need someone to talk to (: Thanks for being such an awesome, fun, and understanding friend and batchmate (: I'll always be there for you when you need me, and I'll support you and cheer you on all the way! We'll stay as closest friends for life :D LOVE YOU ALWAYS~ ♥These past few days have been, well... hard and tiring. I found myself wanting to post something here, but I always ended up looking at the screen for a hard 3 minutes, and maybe typing a few incoherent sentences, before I dismissed the post. Even though I said all that, it really seems as if I have not done any work yet again for this past week. :\ And there isn't much time left before school reopens. Well, holiday homework sure is screwed, but I really can't bring myself to do anything about it -.-
Other than that, of course, there are other reasons why I find myself being weighed down by the world. All the responsibilities are suddenly weighing down on me, and it was such a hard blow, I find it hard to stand up again. Sometimes I feel like just letting the weight of everything pull me down, regardless of the outcome. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. I don't know what's driving me, but I'm actually still trying my best to handle everything. Seems like even though I've given up on things, God hasn't given up on me, and I'm thankful for that C: I'll depend on His strength to bring me back onto the right path.
That said, I really have to get my priorities right and stop worrying about things that are not necessary, but instead worry about things that will affect my future path. Examples include my work, my responsibilities, and not things like Facebook and Twitter. I really need to get back up again. NYSE elections are also coming real soon, and I don't want to face the whole ensemble like this.
So I'll try my best to finish most of my work today, and worry about petty things later.
Over the past few months, I've slowly come to realise something. When you love someone, the things you may do for him/her may be completely pointless and make no sense, but because you love that person so much, you're willing to do all those things in order to make him/her happy. It doesn't matter how much it may cost you, it doesn't matter how much risk you have to take, it doesn't matter if you end up having to sacrifice something you hold dear, because just for that special someone, you're willing to do anything. Sometimes I find myself amazed at the things I myself do for love. Some rational part of my mind may be telling me that it's a complete waste of time, but then my heart shouts that all I do is worth it, and I do those things without regret. The amazing things love can bring you to~
But, that said, I have a question to ask. Why is it that most of the time, we're willing to do anything for the person we love, but when it comes to doing things for God, we don't love Him enough to sacrifice other earthly possessions? Food for thought.
I shall end this post with a few random shots from 6I'07 June class gathering 2010~ :D
Sitting on the roof~ First time ever and it was AWESOME (Y). GIRL POWER ;D
MALE DOMINANCE :O
Group photo on the roof :D
Another random shot on the roof :D
At the barbeque pit, getting ready for our barbeque~
The few hardworking people who so kindly helped us to cook EVERYTHING :D
Lazy guys eating away inside :P
Lazy girls eating away inside XD
GROUP PHOTO :D
P.S. Do forgive me if you see more photos of guys than of girls. There were more guys than girls at the gathering XD
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Sitting on the roof~ First time ever and it was AWESOME (Y). GIRL POWER ;D
MALE DOMINANCE :O
Group photo on the roof :D
Another random shot on the roof :D
At the barbeque pit, getting ready for our barbeque~
The few hardworking people who so kindly helped us to cook EVERYTHING :D
Lazy guys eating away inside :P
Lazy girls eating away inside XD
GROUP PHOTO :D