That, up there, is what I feel right now.

Actually, it's more rather like, I don't feel anything at all. I'm just... numb from the inside out. Numb of any emotions, any feelings other than pain. I simply don't know what I feel right now.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Maybe it's the disappointment in myself. I don't know. I don't know anything.

I just feel... nothing. But pain.

That, up there, is what I feel right now.

Actually, it's more rather like, I don't feel anything at all. I'm just... numb from the inside out. Numb of any emotions, any feelings other than pain. I simply don't know what I feel right now.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Maybe it's the disappointment in myself. I don't know. I don't know anything.

I just feel... nothing. But pain.