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01 January 2011 | 0 comments
Happy 2011!

It's a new year, filled with new possibilities, filled with new hopes, new expectations, and new plans that God has for us! :) There will be hardships this year, as with every other year, but God will make this year wonderful even through all those hardships, just like 2010 was, or perhaps even better! Let's look forward to the year ahead of us, and strive for the very best. Depend on God to bring the best out of you this year.

I have so many countless things to be thankful for in 2010. I'm especially grateful to all my friends, who have always been by my side when I needed them. I remember at one point this year I felt really down, and I called one of my friends aside and just totally broke down in front of her because I couldn't take the stress anymore. I've realised who my true friends are. I don't have many, but a few is more than enough. :)

It's about time to set my reslutions for 2011:
1. Get closer to God.
2. Bring friends to church.
3. Trust in God in everything I do.
4. Turn to God first when there is a problem.
5. Be responsible in every way.
6. Take pride in everything I do.
7. Always be optimistic, and persevere to the very end.
8. Do one thing at a time, and don't panic because God is there to help.

I've realised that it isn't the results that matter the most, it's the process. Through the process we learn many things, and that is what enables us to improve our results. So unlike previous years, I won't be setting for myself any resolutions regarding results, but instead just my efforts.

It's funny how my church Youth Fellowship came up with this: on New Years' Eve, we were each given a card on which we were supposed to write our new year resolutions. We were required to put that, together with a sum of money into an envelope and seal it up, so that we'll remember to fulfill our resolutions haha! Funny thing is I can't really remember what I wrote anymore... -.- If we don't fulfill our resolutions by June, the money inside will be given to the church offering! Haha so I guess that isn't a bad thing after all...

Officially Sec4 already, can't really say that I'm completely ready, but I'm willing to take on the challenge. The first few months of this year is going to be really chaotic, but we'll get through it. Higher Chinese O Levels this year as well, gotta work really hard for at least an A2. Going to concentrate more on my studies this year, and less of other distractions. Priorities are important, and I will respect that. I'm going to make the last year in NYGH a good one. The stress will be worth it in the end.

I guess I will wait for him to initiate the conversation. Every time I do so he sounds so cold. So maybe it's time to give him some space, for him to decide when to talk to me. I will wait. It will be worth the wait. If he's serious about this, then he would know what to do. If not, then well he's not worth my time either. That's my final decision.

2011, here we come.


If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it.