Musica.
Sometimes I just can't help asking why some people seem to be so much more blessed than me. And why does God bless those who are not even Christians with so many things more than me? And then I realise that these "blessings" can't really be called blessings, since they are mere earthly possessions which, in the long run, just come and go. I know that I'm blessed in my own way, with so many things, with God watching over me. Not earthly things, but God-given talents and gifts which I can use to worship Him. And these gifts from God never disappear, unless I don't use them and God decides to take them away from me.
I guess one of my most treasured talents is in music. It takes talent and passion in order to develop a talent well, and I really treasure music. It has become a part of me. In fact, I've become such a perfectionist in playing music that if one little thing went wrong I would relearn the whole thing again. Today in worship, I screwed up my bass solo... :( Felt really bad and disappointed in myself and I totally felt like crying... Even blushed on stage from playing something wrong... Argh. Okay, all my friends said later that it sounded fine but I don't think so...
Anyway, I'm gonna try to read one chapter of 手册 everyday just so that I can improve my Chinese vocabulary. Need to get at least an A2 for this year's O Levels. :/ I've already given up on the "MSG of less than 2" thing because clearly it isn't working. -.- So I'm just gonna tell myself to put my best into everything and never give up no matter what! :)
Graces camp is coming! I wanna buy new flats and new makeup for it :) As well as for SYF! Hahaha, can't wait~ Gonna wait till after Chinese New Year when I some money HAHA. It's gonna be fun! :D
I'm tired of school already, not really looking forward to it tomorrow.
Musica.
Sometimes I just can't help asking why some people seem to be so much more blessed than me. And why does God bless those who are not even Christians with so many things more than me? And then I realise that these "blessings" can't really be called blessings, since they are mere earthly possessions which, in the long run, just come and go. I know that I'm blessed in my own way, with so many things, with God watching over me. Not earthly things, but God-given talents and gifts which I can use to worship Him. And these gifts from God never disappear, unless I don't use them and God decides to take them away from me.
I guess one of my most treasured talents is in music. It takes talent and passion in order to develop a talent well, and I really treasure music. It has become a part of me. In fact, I've become such a perfectionist in playing music that if one little thing went wrong I would relearn the whole thing again. Today in worship, I screwed up my bass solo... :( Felt really bad and disappointed in myself and I totally felt like crying... Even blushed on stage from playing something wrong... Argh. Okay, all my friends said later that it sounded fine but I don't think so...
Anyway, I'm gonna try to read one chapter of 手册 everyday just so that I can improve my Chinese vocabulary. Need to get at least an A2 for this year's O Levels. :/ I've already given up on the "MSG of less than 2" thing because clearly it isn't working. -.- So I'm just gonna tell myself to put my best into everything and never give up no matter what! :)
Graces camp is coming! I wanna buy new flats and new makeup for it :) As well as for SYF! Hahaha, can't wait~ Gonna wait till after Chinese New Year when I some money HAHA. It's gonna be fun! :D
I'm tired of school already, not really looking forward to it tomorrow.
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Sometimes I just can't help asking why some people seem to be so much more blessed than me. And why does God bless those who are not even Christians with so many things more than me? And then I realise that these "blessings" can't really be called blessings, since they are mere earthly possessions which, in the long run, just come and go. I know that I'm blessed in my own way, with so many things, with God watching over me. Not earthly things, but God-given talents and gifts which I can use to worship Him. And these gifts from God never disappear, unless I don't use them and God decides to take them away from me.