Rise Again.
Oh well, school's starting tomorrow... Don't really know what to say. Just hoping for the best, and I'm gonna try to do everything as best I can, and screw up as little as possible. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll never screw up, but I think screwing up doesn't matter. What matters is whether or not we choose to stand up after we fall. And that's my goal for this year.
Haven't really gotten the kinks sorted out yet, but I've got to kick off this year with a good start, if not I won't have the spirits to continue working hard... Yeah, call me a perfectionist. Either I start right and end right, or I start wrong and I go right back to the beginning and start properly again. School's going to be chaotic for the first few weeks, or maybe months. Don't know how long the stress will last, but I know it'll be worth it in the end somehow. Thus the goal for this year.
Happy third day of 2011 :) Inspired by a post on Tumblr to make one of my own: time to list the highs and lows of last year~
I should list the dates first right? Hahahaha nevermind shall do it in chronological order :)1. 210210 ♥
2. Artitude! :)
3. Diluculum!
4. Highing in class for apparently no reason at all~
5. That fleeting moment when my name was announced during elections.
6. AMPlify!
7. All those outings with beloved AMPowered~ :)
8. 080910 :) ♥
9. Talking to friends and teachers who willingly listen and give advice :)
10. Being able to cry in front of the friends and teachers without hiding anything.
1. The times when I wasn't there when my friends needed me. I regret them until now.
2. HMP block test 1 results :/
3. All those times I got really screwed by my parents.
4. Knowing for that period of time how much I've hurt my parents, and how they didn't trust me any longer.
5. All that paranoia.
Well there must have been more ups and downs as the year went past, but all those little things are what made up the big year that changed the course of my life quite a fair bit :) Through all these incidents, I've discovered who my true friends are. They're hard to come by, but once you know them, those few people are all you really need to rely on. :) From last year I've changed my concept of crying. In the past, I always would have thought that crying is a form of weakness. I truly know now that crying is not a weakness; it is a way of showing that we are human; it happens sometimes when we have been too strong for too long.
Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Gotta dig that into my mind.
“Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping… waiting… and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir… open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us… guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love… the clarity of hatred… the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we’d be truly dead.” — Joss Whedon
Rise Again.
Oh well, school's starting tomorrow... Don't really know what to say. Just hoping for the best, and I'm gonna try to do everything as best I can, and screw up as little as possible. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll never screw up, but I think screwing up doesn't matter. What matters is whether or not we choose to stand up after we fall. And that's my goal for this year.
Haven't really gotten the kinks sorted out yet, but I've got to kick off this year with a good start, if not I won't have the spirits to continue working hard... Yeah, call me a perfectionist. Either I start right and end right, or I start wrong and I go right back to the beginning and start properly again. School's going to be chaotic for the first few weeks, or maybe months. Don't know how long the stress will last, but I know it'll be worth it in the end somehow. Thus the goal for this year.
Happy third day of 2011 :) Inspired by a post on Tumblr to make one of my own: time to list the highs and lows of last year~
I should list the dates first right? Hahahaha nevermind shall do it in chronological order :)1. 210210 ♥
2. Artitude! :)
3. Diluculum!
4. Highing in class for apparently no reason at all~
5. That fleeting moment when my name was announced during elections.
6. AMPlify!
7. All those outings with beloved AMPowered~ :)
8. 080910 :) ♥
9. Talking to friends and teachers who willingly listen and give advice :)
10. Being able to cry in front of the friends and teachers without hiding anything.
1. The times when I wasn't there when my friends needed me. I regret them until now.
2. HMP block test 1 results :/
3. All those times I got really screwed by my parents.
4. Knowing for that period of time how much I've hurt my parents, and how they didn't trust me any longer.
5. All that paranoia.
Well there must have been more ups and downs as the year went past, but all those little things are what made up the big year that changed the course of my life quite a fair bit :) Through all these incidents, I've discovered who my true friends are. They're hard to come by, but once you know them, those few people are all you really need to rely on. :) From last year I've changed my concept of crying. In the past, I always would have thought that crying is a form of weakness. I truly know now that crying is not a weakness; it is a way of showing that we are human; it happens sometimes when we have been too strong for too long.
Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Sec 4. Gotta dig that into my mind.
“Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping… waiting… and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir… open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us… guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love… the clarity of hatred… the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we’d be truly dead.” — Joss Whedon
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Oh well, school's starting tomorrow... Don't really know what to say. Just hoping for the best, and I'm gonna try to do everything as best I can, and screw up as little as possible. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll never screw up, but I think screwing up doesn't matter. What matters is whether or not we choose to stand up after we fall. And that's my goal for this year.
