Heart hurts so much right now, I don't even know why. It's not like we're fighting or anything, but my heart hurts. I don't know if it's because of what he's saying, I don't know if it's just me... I don't know.

Recently we've been fighting so much, and I wonder how that even started. I wonder what's the point in fighting so much when half the time I don't even know why I'm fighting with you. I wonder sometimes, why do I even bother? Why go through all the pain to fight with you, when I can just give up? Then I think: if I want to give up now, then why did I hold on for so long in the first place? And that brings me back.

We've come so far, gone through so many things together, why give up just because of this little argument?

I need to be much less sensitive. And paranoid.

Heart hurts so much right now, I don't even know why. It's not like we're fighting or anything, but my heart hurts. I don't know if it's because of what he's saying, I don't know if it's just me... I don't know.

Recently we've been fighting so much, and I wonder how that even started. I wonder what's the point in fighting so much when half the time I don't even know why I'm fighting with you. I wonder sometimes, why do I even bother? Why go through all the pain to fight with you, when I can just give up? Then I think: if I want to give up now, then why did I hold on for so long in the first place? And that brings me back.

We've come so far, gone through so many things together, why give up just because of this little argument?

I need to be much less sensitive. And paranoid.