Bed of Roses.
You know I really hate it when people judge others without giving a second thought about what situations they're in. I don't know, it's just something I really cannot stand. And I also hate it when people are so insensitive and inconsiderate. So many things like these pissed me off in school today. School life totally stinks, because of all these people. Sometimes I just really feel like taking revenge on them, just to let them have a taste of their own medicine. But God always comforts me by reminding me that they will get the same judgement when their time comes. D reminded me of that also hehe so I'm really comforted. :) So if you're one of those people, just remember that there WILL be consequences for your actions, and it won't be from me. It will be from the ultimate God, whether you believe it or not.
On a side note, I'm feeling very accomplished that I managed to get through 5 quizzes in 3 days! :) And I think all of them were done quite well haha. Anyway, we were supposed to have our cross-country run today but it was cancelled due to the poor weather I guess? Well actually it was pretty nice and rare weather because it was raining really heavily in the morning and it was really cooling, but I think they cancelled it in case it rains again during the run or something. Yay haha so I didn't have to prove to myself that I have a lack in running stamina LOL.
Haha so instead of running I went to D's house hehe :) First time ever~ Met him at his house bus stop because he was already home by the time school ended o.o Walked with him to his house and just hung out in his room the whole day hehe. His parents came back after a while and I went to meet them haha. His mum's really nice and his dad's really... quiet :O Anyway hung out in his room for the most part, talking about everything and anything under the sun haha. There are so many books in his room :O But I always seem to pick the books which are his brother's not his haha. Honestly I think his room is quite neat... or maybe it's just that it was better than what I expected HAHA. And comparing to my brother's room... hmm. We came out just once to eat fruits with him and his mum, and his mum talked with me about what I wanted to do in the future and stuff haha. His mum's really nice hehe. Didn't really talk to his dad though because he just went to sleep after a while. Wish my parents could be nicer like them... and actually be able to socialise with me without having any awkward age difference presence there. D's brother came back in the evening and it was pretty awkward for a while... I got scolded when I got home because I didn't tell him I was going out lol but it's okay I guess my dad got over it pretty quickly... Anyway today was really fun and I look forward to going his house again :D
Going on to another topic, yesterday my dad lectured me on not having friends. Seriously? He was the one who told me not to assume anything if I didn't know and yet there he was assuming that I had no friends. Yesterday after that "lecture" i became very demoralised and emo about it and Jermaine and D comforted me a little when I ranted to them. Now I just think it's plain stupid hahaha. Saying that I don't have friends doesn't mean anything. The real fact is, I do have friends. And many of them at that. It's only because I have a few close friends that it seems as if I don't have that many friends, because I only ask my closest friends over, and one of the reasons for that is, of course, my parents. I mean, when I ask friends to come over they say they don't like my friends, then when I only ask one particular friend to come over regularly, they say I have no friends. What's this. -.- It was just plain stupid of my dad to say that because I know it isn't true and I don't need to be affected by anyone's words so easily. I just need to believe in what I know and be satisfied at that. :)
I haven't been studying much these few days, just hope I'll be able to catch up with my schedule soon :/ Finals are coming and there isn't much time to relax now anymore.
Bed of Roses.
You know I really hate it when people judge others without giving a second thought about what situations they're in. I don't know, it's just something I really cannot stand. And I also hate it when people are so insensitive and inconsiderate. So many things like these pissed me off in school today. School life totally stinks, because of all these people. Sometimes I just really feel like taking revenge on them, just to let them have a taste of their own medicine. But God always comforts me by reminding me that they will get the same judgement when their time comes. D reminded me of that also hehe so I'm really comforted. :) So if you're one of those people, just remember that there WILL be consequences for your actions, and it won't be from me. It will be from the ultimate God, whether you believe it or not.
On a side note, I'm feeling very accomplished that I managed to get through 5 quizzes in 3 days! :) And I think all of them were done quite well haha. Anyway, we were supposed to have our cross-country run today but it was cancelled due to the poor weather I guess? Well actually it was pretty nice and rare weather because it was raining really heavily in the morning and it was really cooling, but I think they cancelled it in case it rains again during the run or something. Yay haha so I didn't have to prove to myself that I have a lack in running stamina LOL.
Haha so instead of running I went to D's house hehe :) First time ever~ Met him at his house bus stop because he was already home by the time school ended o.o Walked with him to his house and just hung out in his room the whole day hehe. His parents came back after a while and I went to meet them haha. His mum's really nice and his dad's really... quiet :O Anyway hung out in his room for the most part, talking about everything and anything under the sun haha. There are so many books in his room :O But I always seem to pick the books which are his brother's not his haha. Honestly I think his room is quite neat... or maybe it's just that it was better than what I expected HAHA. And comparing to my brother's room... hmm. We came out just once to eat fruits with him and his mum, and his mum talked with me about what I wanted to do in the future and stuff haha. His mum's really nice hehe. Didn't really talk to his dad though because he just went to sleep after a while. Wish my parents could be nicer like them... and actually be able to socialise with me without having any awkward age difference presence there. D's brother came back in the evening and it was pretty awkward for a while... I got scolded when I got home because I didn't tell him I was going out lol but it's okay I guess my dad got over it pretty quickly... Anyway today was really fun and I look forward to going his house again :D
Going on to another topic, yesterday my dad lectured me on not having friends. Seriously? He was the one who told me not to assume anything if I didn't know and yet there he was assuming that I had no friends. Yesterday after that "lecture" i became very demoralised and emo about it and Jermaine and D comforted me a little when I ranted to them. Now I just think it's plain stupid hahaha. Saying that I don't have friends doesn't mean anything. The real fact is, I do have friends. And many of them at that. It's only because I have a few close friends that it seems as if I don't have that many friends, because I only ask my closest friends over, and one of the reasons for that is, of course, my parents. I mean, when I ask friends to come over they say they don't like my friends, then when I only ask one particular friend to come over regularly, they say I have no friends. What's this. -.- It was just plain stupid of my dad to say that because I know it isn't true and I don't need to be affected by anyone's words so easily. I just need to believe in what I know and be satisfied at that. :)
I haven't been studying much these few days, just hope I'll be able to catch up with my schedule soon :/ Finals are coming and there isn't much time to relax now anymore.
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