Haven't posted in ages, finally have the time to do so now! :) Blocks are finally over (this week was probably the longest week of this whole year thus far). Ugh but BT2 wasn't exactly a very nice/smooth experience... I guess some of the papers were okay but others were... not so okay. Bleagh okay don't really want to talk about this now that it's all over anyway. I know that God's grace is upon me, thank you Lord. :)

EOYs are in about 9 weeks time (so much for rest huh). Lol I don't want what happened in BT2 to happen again in EOYs, plus the finals include all the topics in Sec 3 and 4 :/ Need to get started soon because I honestly can't remember much of the Sec 3 stuff. Probably going to rest for this weekend and maybe until the National Day holidays are over, then I'll start studying. Have to plan out a schedule for each subject all the way until EOYs so I won't feel so stressed the day before the exam :/

Honestly right now it feels really weird that I'm not studying frantically for another exam tomorrow or something.

Sometimes I really wonder how others' lives can be so wonderful sometimes. I mean, not exactly wonderful, just filled with fun and activities all the time. Haha either that or I'm just a really boring person. Or people are able to make their own fun. Haha not aiming at anyone in particular... but sometimes I just envy wow at those people who have such great lives (unlike me, hahaha). Really miss the times when I had some really close friends who I can actually really pour out all my feelings upon and they won't bear any grudges because of anything I say. Okay I still do have those times but not very often anymore. Just too busy to hangout, y'know? Life will get better.

Woah just saw this quote on Twitter: "Jealousy is the art of counting someone else's blessings instead of your own." Yes, this speaks to me. God has given me so much blessings - why am I busy thinking about other things instead of remembering what my Lord has done for me? Human nature drives me mad; I need to be closer to God.

On a side note, I realised that as the generations go, they are getting worse and worse. No need to talk about my batch, just look at the ones after that. Not talking about anyone or any generation in particular, just saying that as the world gets more efficient and technologically-savvy, kids nowadays are also learning faster, which is good and bad. I have some really awesome juniors, but others... I don't know. There're some that just stand out, for both reasons.

I have NAPFA 2.4km run next Thursday MORNING! And I really mean early morning: 7am to be precise. Lol that's what you get for telling your PE teacher that you don't want to run 2.4km in the afternoon sun.

I must not turn to God only when I have problems or when I have time. Dammit Hilary, wake up.


Withdrawal symptoms are getting worse.

Haven't posted in ages, finally have the time to do so now! :) Blocks are finally over (this week was probably the longest week of this whole year thus far). Ugh but BT2 wasn't exactly a very nice/smooth experience... I guess some of the papers were okay but others were... not so okay. Bleagh okay don't really want to talk about this now that it's all over anyway. I know that God's grace is upon me, thank you Lord. :)

EOYs are in about 9 weeks time (so much for rest huh). Lol I don't want what happened in BT2 to happen again in EOYs, plus the finals include all the topics in Sec 3 and 4 :/ Need to get started soon because I honestly can't remember much of the Sec 3 stuff. Probably going to rest for this weekend and maybe until the National Day holidays are over, then I'll start studying. Have to plan out a schedule for each subject all the way until EOYs so I won't feel so stressed the day before the exam :/

Honestly right now it feels really weird that I'm not studying frantically for another exam tomorrow or something.

Sometimes I really wonder how others' lives can be so wonderful sometimes. I mean, not exactly wonderful, just filled with fun and activities all the time. Haha either that or I'm just a really boring person. Or people are able to make their own fun. Haha not aiming at anyone in particular... but sometimes I just envy wow at those people who have such great lives (unlike me, hahaha). Really miss the times when I had some really close friends who I can actually really pour out all my feelings upon and they won't bear any grudges because of anything I say. Okay I still do have those times but not very often anymore. Just too busy to hangout, y'know? Life will get better.

Woah just saw this quote on Twitter: "Jealousy is the art of counting someone else's blessings instead of your own." Yes, this speaks to me. God has given me so much blessings - why am I busy thinking about other things instead of remembering what my Lord has done for me? Human nature drives me mad; I need to be closer to God.

On a side note, I realised that as the generations go, they are getting worse and worse. No need to talk about my batch, just look at the ones after that. Not talking about anyone or any generation in particular, just saying that as the world gets more efficient and technologically-savvy, kids nowadays are also learning faster, which is good and bad. I have some really awesome juniors, but others... I don't know. There're some that just stand out, for both reasons.

I have NAPFA 2.4km run next Thursday MORNING! And I really mean early morning: 7am to be precise. Lol that's what you get for telling your PE teacher that you don't want to run 2.4km in the afternoon sun.

I must not turn to God only when I have problems or when I have time. Dammit Hilary, wake up.


Withdrawal symptoms are getting worse.