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Hilary
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For You.
06 September 2011 | 0 comments
I'm sure everyone remembers the royal wedding that took place not too long ago... it's somewhere in your memory there. Remember watching Kate Middleton emerging in her beautiful dress, her and Prince William sharing a little kiss in front of all the people... I'm sure many of us wish we had a fairytale like that. Yeah, me too.

Over the past year and a half, you've always been there for me. Always. We've had our ups and downs, but nonetheless you've stuck with me, for better or for worse. I thank you for that. Right now as you know I'm in a serious moral dilemma, and the week is passing so fast and yet so slowly. I have no idea what they want to talk to me about. And I'm not sure what the outcome will be like. But whatever it will be, I just want to thank you for everything you've done for me. For changing for me, taking care of me, caring for me, worrying about me. You're by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. It's really a pity that parental disapprovement may tear us apart. Well it's probably the worst thing that can happen in any relationship -.- I just really hope that it won't come to that. But if it does, just please remember that I still love you, and I always will.

I've always dreamt of growing up with you, going through everything together with you, thick and thin, keeping a long-distance relationship (if necessary), jumping around happily like a mad idiot when you come back, going for social events together, buying a house, getting married, living happily ever after... And then telling our children and grandchildren that we've been together since all the way back in high school. Won't that be cool? I've always dreamt of having a fairytale with you. Well of course it won't be perfect, but it's the imperfections that make it perfect. ;)

A quote from the movie "Up": "It may sound boring, but I think it's the boring things I remember the most." We've been together for 563 days. Many a time we just sat on a bench holding hands, with me lying on your shoulder and your head resting on mine. But those are the times I remember the most. All those little moments where we're just talking, just sitting there staring out into nothing together, times where we were just holding hands and not speaking a word out loud. I remember those times the most. And I treasure them the most. Because at those times, it seems like time is at a standstill, and I just forget everything in the world and focus on you alone. Hahaha I hope in the future we can be like that more often hehe. ^^

You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I'm not about to give up on you yet, no matter how this may turn out to be. Remember that.