It's been a while since I last posted here. Term 3 really is passing very quickly and next week is already going to be Week 6 of the term. July is ending really soon as well and before we know it promos will be here. Time is a really curious thing; while we're in the moment, time seems to be passing so slowly, but when we look back, we are shocked to see how much time has really passed.

I vouched to work harder for this term and yes there has been a slight improvement, no matter how slight it may be. However I still find myself with a lack of time, or maybe that's just an excuse for not putting my best in all my work. I keep losing sight of what is important and what is not, and I get distracted so easily. I need to focus my mind on what's truly important.

Throughout such a short period of time, so many people have left my life, entered my life or re-entered my life. And for those who actually stayed in my life throughout this difficult time, I am truly thankful to have you all by my side. I realised that friends who really care for you will be in your life, one way or another, even if along the way you may lose them for a while.

I have done so many terrible things, and I would turn back time and change my actions if I could, but the thing is that I can't, and I've already done what I did. There's no turning back. I realise that I can't bring myself to forgive me for what I did. That's the hardest thing to do. Even if everyone else forgave me, I can't. This guilt, this pain, will remain a part of me forever. Even if one day I do forgive myself, the pain will always be there. The burden of what I have done will be there.

Whatever has happened or may happen, I will still look at the bright side of everything. There is still so many things I ought to be thankful for, and I am. Things are looking up. I just hope that I won't lose sight of who and what really matters in my life, and I hope that I will be the best person that I can be, from now on at least.

It's been a while since I last posted here. Term 3 really is passing very quickly and next week is already going to be Week 6 of the term. July is ending really soon as well and before we know it promos will be here. Time is a really curious thing; while we're in the moment, time seems to be passing so slowly, but when we look back, we are shocked to see how much time has really passed.

I vouched to work harder for this term and yes there has been a slight improvement, no matter how slight it may be. However I still find myself with a lack of time, or maybe that's just an excuse for not putting my best in all my work. I keep losing sight of what is important and what is not, and I get distracted so easily. I need to focus my mind on what's truly important.

Throughout such a short period of time, so many people have left my life, entered my life or re-entered my life. And for those who actually stayed in my life throughout this difficult time, I am truly thankful to have you all by my side. I realised that friends who really care for you will be in your life, one way or another, even if along the way you may lose them for a while.

I have done so many terrible things, and I would turn back time and change my actions if I could, but the thing is that I can't, and I've already done what I did. There's no turning back. I realise that I can't bring myself to forgive me for what I did. That's the hardest thing to do. Even if everyone else forgave me, I can't. This guilt, this pain, will remain a part of me forever. Even if one day I do forgive myself, the pain will always be there. The burden of what I have done will be there.

Whatever has happened or may happen, I will still look at the bright side of everything. There is still so many things I ought to be thankful for, and I am. Things are looking up. I just hope that I won't lose sight of who and what really matters in my life, and I hope that I will be the best person that I can be, from now on at least.