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Kairosclerosis.
18 August 2012 | 0 comments
Even though we're all in the midst of doing PW and complaining so much about the amount of work that we have, I believe that when all this is over, I'll really miss everything we've had in HCJC. Even though the experience of JC can't compare with that of NY, I believe that after JC, I'll remember only the good things that I've had there, and only good memories will remain. Even with all those bad things that had happened or will happen, I know that what really matters is the better moments in life. In the end, the things that really matter will stay. :)

Had something of a fight yesterday, or a cold war. The first problem we encountered. It really hurt when you refused to talk to me. I felt so small when that happened, felt so lost, like I've lost a part of me. And I was surprised, or rather shocked, because I never thought that I would already feel so attached to you that when something bad happened between us, I'm affected so badly. I've completely and willingly given you the ability and freedom to destroy my heart if you wanted to. Which also means I trust you wholeheartedly not to do so.

Whatever it is, through yesterday's experience, I guess we came out stronger. Throughout this time there is bound to be much more of such incidents, be it for stupid reasons or not. But hopefully, each time something like this happens, we'll face it together and remember all that we had gone through before, and hopefully, we'll continue to stay together through it all.

40 days to promos, gonna have to make a study schedule soon and start working towards getting the best results I can achieve. Gotta gain my momentum back; soon enough it'll be A Levels.