With today, we have concluded the JC1 year. Time has really flown by at a quick pace this year, as compared to other years. I'm still finding it hard to believe that our first year in HCJC is already over. Officially, anyway. Which simply shows how little time there is left to study for A Levels, which may seen deceivingly far away right now.

We had principal's dialogue and CT session in the morning today, and somehow it all felt really scary yet motivating for me. Principal was showing us all the different statistics on promos results, and I just got the impression that there is still so much to work on. So much can be improved. I'm definitely not even nearly meeting the standards I should be for A Levels. Yet. CT session was used to set some goals which we should aim to meet by end of Term 1 2013, and I really took it seriously (laugh if you will). Didn't set goals which are too far-fetched, just far enough to see gradual improvement, at least for around 3 months worth of work. Can't afford to lag behind any longer, this time it's really all out for the next year. I just need to find the motivation.

So many things have changed in the course of this year. I'm sure all of us have grown in one way or another, even if we can't really see it. People have come into our lives or left our lives, but everything has a purpose and everything will eventually fall in place. Honestly, recently I've been thinking a lot about the people who are in my life, and... sometimes I become very irritable because I don't like the person I've become. Or maybe it's because I'm unhappy with what I'm doing with myself. Or even perhaps it's because of the way I've treated some people. Always end up losing my temper very easily at the people close to me. Something seems really wrong with me, I don't know. Is it the way I carry myself? Is it the way I behave and treat others? Need to snap out of it.

Nonetheless, I have grown. Whether I know it or not, I know I've gained valuable experiences and attained essential lifeskills, which may be useful later on in life.

I didn't really have a lot of memorable times this year. Maybe I'm just lousy, haha. But honestly, when I try to think of times I enjoyed the most in school this year, nothing really comes to mind. I guess JC is something which I won't recall much of in the future, only that studies were really hard. Kind of pathetic, I know. Okay, perhaps the best memories this year were the times spent with my CCA, particularly during CCA chalet, and also the times spent with my H2 Music classmates in lessons. I've always only been able to "clique" with music people, anyway.

My only ambition for next year as of now is to work hard and make myself and my parents satisfied with my work. And to be more disciplined and efficient in work as well.

Ending off with a couple of photos taken recently in class with Gladys' laptop:



VOTD:
"Consecrate yourselves, therefore, and be holy, for I am the Lord your God. Keep my statutes and do them; I am the Lord who sanctifies you." Leviticus 20:7-8 (ESV)

With today, we have concluded the JC1 year. Time has really flown by at a quick pace this year, as compared to other years. I'm still finding it hard to believe that our first year in HCJC is already over. Officially, anyway. Which simply shows how little time there is left to study for A Levels, which may seen deceivingly far away right now.

We had principal's dialogue and CT session in the morning today, and somehow it all felt really scary yet motivating for me. Principal was showing us all the different statistics on promos results, and I just got the impression that there is still so much to work on. So much can be improved. I'm definitely not even nearly meeting the standards I should be for A Levels. Yet. CT session was used to set some goals which we should aim to meet by end of Term 1 2013, and I really took it seriously (laugh if you will). Didn't set goals which are too far-fetched, just far enough to see gradual improvement, at least for around 3 months worth of work. Can't afford to lag behind any longer, this time it's really all out for the next year. I just need to find the motivation.

So many things have changed in the course of this year. I'm sure all of us have grown in one way or another, even if we can't really see it. People have come into our lives or left our lives, but everything has a purpose and everything will eventually fall in place. Honestly, recently I've been thinking a lot about the people who are in my life, and... sometimes I become very irritable because I don't like the person I've become. Or maybe it's because I'm unhappy with what I'm doing with myself. Or even perhaps it's because of the way I've treated some people. Always end up losing my temper very easily at the people close to me. Something seems really wrong with me, I don't know. Is it the way I carry myself? Is it the way I behave and treat others? Need to snap out of it.

Nonetheless, I have grown. Whether I know it or not, I know I've gained valuable experiences and attained essential lifeskills, which may be useful later on in life.

I didn't really have a lot of memorable times this year. Maybe I'm just lousy, haha. But honestly, when I try to think of times I enjoyed the most in school this year, nothing really comes to mind. I guess JC is something which I won't recall much of in the future, only that studies were really hard. Kind of pathetic, I know. Okay, perhaps the best memories this year were the times spent with my CCA, particularly during CCA chalet, and also the times spent with my H2 Music classmates in lessons. I've always only been able to "clique" with music people, anyway.

My only ambition for next year as of now is to work hard and make myself and my parents satisfied with my work. And to be more disciplined and efficient in work as well.

Ending off with a couple of photos taken recently in class with Gladys' laptop:



VOTD:
"Consecrate yourselves, therefore, and be holy, for I am the Lord your God. Keep my statutes and do them; I am the Lord who sanctifies you." Leviticus 20:7-8 (ESV)