The first week of school has been stressful, not to say the least. I barely survived the first week of school, what more the rest of the year? Already broke down twice because of stress over the past week, and I guess crying is good because it helps to relieve some of the stress, but the stress I'm experiencing now can't be compared to what I'll be in for later, right?

Right now I'm just really thankful for PH being at my side and supporting me. He's probably suffered a lot of my mood swings already, and I'm just so grateful that he's still sticking with me nonetheless. He knows I need the support and he's been providing me with it over the past week. Wouldn't have survived without his help. :) I feel like we've already become closer over the past week in itself, and what a wonderful feeling that is indeed.

I just hope I'll be able to keep up with all my priorities, and always finish work beforehand, or even keep ahead of everything so that I'll be able to stay on top of things instead of struggling in the deep end of the pool. Also so that I will be less stressed out. I realised I can't handle stress very well any more, and every time I'm in too much stress I just break down and feel like giving up. But I won't. Finally found out that you can't handle stress on your own, you really need people close to you to help pull you through everything. And I'm thankful for these people - PH and my older brother especially. They understand me best, and it's comforting to be in their company. :)

Also need to live a more prayerful life in order to know my God better, and to remain close in Him under all circumstances. Can't rely simply on my own strength because clearly that isn't enough.

May the second week of school be a better week for everyone.

VOTD:
"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." Mark 11:24 (ESV)

The first week of school has been stressful, not to say the least. I barely survived the first week of school, what more the rest of the year? Already broke down twice because of stress over the past week, and I guess crying is good because it helps to relieve some of the stress, but the stress I'm experiencing now can't be compared to what I'll be in for later, right?

Right now I'm just really thankful for PH being at my side and supporting me. He's probably suffered a lot of my mood swings already, and I'm just so grateful that he's still sticking with me nonetheless. He knows I need the support and he's been providing me with it over the past week. Wouldn't have survived without his help. :) I feel like we've already become closer over the past week in itself, and what a wonderful feeling that is indeed.

I just hope I'll be able to keep up with all my priorities, and always finish work beforehand, or even keep ahead of everything so that I'll be able to stay on top of things instead of struggling in the deep end of the pool. Also so that I will be less stressed out. I realised I can't handle stress very well any more, and every time I'm in too much stress I just break down and feel like giving up. But I won't. Finally found out that you can't handle stress on your own, you really need people close to you to help pull you through everything. And I'm thankful for these people - PH and my older brother especially. They understand me best, and it's comforting to be in their company. :)

Also need to live a more prayerful life in order to know my God better, and to remain close in Him under all circumstances. Can't rely simply on my own strength because clearly that isn't enough.

May the second week of school be a better week for everyone.

VOTD:
"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." Mark 11:24 (ESV)