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Would it work?
09 November 2013 | 0 comments
I think one of my worst faults is procrastination.

Right now, for example, I'm here spending my time writing a blog post when obviously I should be studying because it's already mid-As. Today I've been spending half my time watching movies and YouTube or just looking at things that I want to get after As. Ugh what's wrong with me. Maybe it's because of the realisation that A Levels are not all that scary while you're going through it. In fact the scariest part of it is the preparation a few days before it starts, but when it starts everything passes too fast to even have time to panic. But I know if I don't study now I'm gonna regret and panic later during the exam itself, considering that it's math and Chemistry next week.

Maybe it's bipolarism. One moment I'm panicking about what I could possibly do with my life if I don't do well for As, and the next I'm just sitting here watching videos as if there's unlimited time for me to get on with studying. This is terrible. I need to change this soon or nothing will ever work.

I'd talk about more and reflect more, but I really need to get on with studying. I hope I won't stop unnecessarily again, this is so bad. :/