I've just received the best news of today: I got the internship that I wanted! Hopefully this internship will help me gain some exposure in the real working world and to gain experiences (good ones preferably) to determine if it's really what I want to do in the future. Ever since A Levels ended it's been a mystery what's going to happen next. I hope I can pave my own path to land me somewhere I will enjoy.

So, casual updates. Ever since A's ended I've been going out every single day until today. Went shopping with R and J and completely splurged, had VBS in church which was a lot of fun and also a lot of chaos, went out with PH and had a Game of Thrones marathon (can't wait to continue watching this series). Very eventful after-As so far and it's just the beginning. Plus the internship from Jan-Mar. Prom's coming up in a few days' time and somehow I don't feel that hyped up for it? I think I'll probably get more excited as the day draws nearer.

It dawned on me just recently that I won't be wearing any more school uniforms for the rest of my life. I don't know if any of you would miss wearing them, but for me I definitely do not. In fact I've been looking forward to it for the longest time because uniforms in my opinion become more restrictive as you get older. Of course, wearing a uniform means that you don't have to worry about what to wear for the next day of school. But then again, isn't choosing what you want to wear kinda fun? Just my opinion.

This evening I went to take a jog at the nearby track, and it made me realise how unfit I am -_- Just two rounds around the track and I was already so tired with a pulsating headache I could feel even in my ears. First time running after a long hiatus; hopefully my stamina will return.

This morning I was packing my room and clearing all the academic stuff from JC when I uncovered something (again). This time it was a diary of mine which I used in the past, from the end of P6 until about Sec 3. Memories, again. Really fond ones at that because I only recorded the good things in that book - including text messages, MSN messages (oh those were the good ol' days), conversations. Some things which I would never forget - how I felt that very night; the joy the happiness which I never knew existed till then, the fresh starts... All these came back as I read my own entries. Emotions which I didn't know I still had, that I could still experience even years later. And all this can only lead to me saying one word: sorry. I know I've apologized countless times, and I also know that it does not make up for anything. But sorry is what I am. Truly.

After reading quite a number of entries in my old diary, now I'm considering starting a new diary. To write about more personal instances and experiences that I'd prefer not to reveal to the Internet. But my blog will still be here, of course. Far too long a history for me to abandon it now haha.

I've just received the best news of today: I got the internship that I wanted! Hopefully this internship will help me gain some exposure in the real working world and to gain experiences (good ones preferably) to determine if it's really what I want to do in the future. Ever since A Levels ended it's been a mystery what's going to happen next. I hope I can pave my own path to land me somewhere I will enjoy.

So, casual updates. Ever since A's ended I've been going out every single day until today. Went shopping with R and J and completely splurged, had VBS in church which was a lot of fun and also a lot of chaos, went out with PH and had a Game of Thrones marathon (can't wait to continue watching this series). Very eventful after-As so far and it's just the beginning. Plus the internship from Jan-Mar. Prom's coming up in a few days' time and somehow I don't feel that hyped up for it? I think I'll probably get more excited as the day draws nearer.

It dawned on me just recently that I won't be wearing any more school uniforms for the rest of my life. I don't know if any of you would miss wearing them, but for me I definitely do not. In fact I've been looking forward to it for the longest time because uniforms in my opinion become more restrictive as you get older. Of course, wearing a uniform means that you don't have to worry about what to wear for the next day of school. But then again, isn't choosing what you want to wear kinda fun? Just my opinion.

This evening I went to take a jog at the nearby track, and it made me realise how unfit I am -_- Just two rounds around the track and I was already so tired with a pulsating headache I could feel even in my ears. First time running after a long hiatus; hopefully my stamina will return.

This morning I was packing my room and clearing all the academic stuff from JC when I uncovered something (again). This time it was a diary of mine which I used in the past, from the end of P6 until about Sec 3. Memories, again. Really fond ones at that because I only recorded the good things in that book - including text messages, MSN messages (oh those were the good ol' days), conversations. Some things which I would never forget - how I felt that very night; the joy the happiness which I never knew existed till then, the fresh starts... All these came back as I read my own entries. Emotions which I didn't know I still had, that I could still experience even years later. And all this can only lead to me saying one word: sorry. I know I've apologized countless times, and I also know that it does not make up for anything. But sorry is what I am. Truly.

After reading quite a number of entries in my old diary, now I'm considering starting a new diary. To write about more personal instances and experiences that I'd prefer not to reveal to the Internet. But my blog will still be here, of course. Far too long a history for me to abandon it now haha.