Is it right that I don't know what I'm feeling? I know it's normal at this age, but why does it hurt so much even when I don't know anything? In fact I don't even know why I'm having this feeling. I'm just making assumptions. But I thought I had everything worked out already. Why am I wavering now? I'm torn.

Is it right that I don't know what I'm feeling? I know it's normal at this age, but why does it hurt so much even when I don't know anything? In fact I don't even know why I'm having this feeling. I'm just making assumptions. But I thought I had everything worked out already. Why am I wavering now? I'm torn.